Rite now in my life here in this world there are Many people around me dyeing, getting very sick, run down or Just want to quit. And I feel at times I am just Dead and I get tired of the war that I wage on a daily basis over my soul and life. As I fall and lose in this battle all I see is Darkness and I feel cold and like I am also slipping from god. I feel I am just laying there in gods arms barley holding on and he does something for me that makes it all the bad thoughts and fears go away. He says Jason I love you and breathes into me again. Now I am reminded what I believe inside and who I am in Christ. I am now reawakened and alive. It is my time and I am going to use this time I was given. I am going to stand my ground and never back down. This is my life and I am only given one and I am never gonna sell my soul for the Pedy thing of this life. Dear god forever hold this heart that I give to you and while I am in your arms breathe in me Again. Thank you lord for I am Awake and Alive and devoted to you. Thank You!